Romansan Cinta...3 JaN 2009

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This songs for my loveone b4 that I love frm my heart...wishing that her always good n happy with her life right...I always wish n hope to see her again one day...its been a long2 time I never heard any news or msg frm her...even i broken heart...I keep my life moving on....

For this time I a lot busy with my job n with my life coz im trying 2 keep myself busy...when Im not busy...i will be thinking about HER...cant stop thinking about HER.....only God know how i feel n its not easy for me 2 handle my broken heart for longtime...even i get in relationship with other girl...but it not work in the good way..better i be a single person...better that way.

I can wait 4 HER..even take a month or year coz i did this b4...I wont give up in my life...nothing gonna stop me.follow my heart n i will find the way 2 a better place for me 2 give a rest....

THis new Year 2009...im not celebrate this event coz my heart not with me right now...counting the day i be 25...Now am getting old n mature but 2 be fool with my look(youth look).people always say im look young even my age 24.

There will be more update in my blog...SORRY not blogging for A month...hehehehe.

Few pic of me wondering around...

The man who can't be Moved.

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cuase If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

[Chorus 2x]

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Things that I do WHen FreN Around ME

This pic taken at sabah...during my night stop.hangout with fren...having a blast time n dance...

Quiet long i not dance2...im a good dance now then b4...wanna dance with me...coz can make U sway.hehehehhe

For All this time:P

Im back frm my busy2 life...i dont haf time 2 update my blog...busy2 with raya n my work 2...

This Raya im not taken any holiday...on 2nd day of raya i got flight...this year Raya not really make me happy coz there things that missing in me that i move on.Hopefully i haf a great life right now.just that im enjoying everyday of my life.coz i dont want 2 be sad.be positive all the tim.

On Raya day...

30th of Sept..i haf afternoon flight till 830pm...the nxt day Raya...i haf a tiring day that time but i managed 2help my mum after work.hehehehehe.then during work...many passenger greeting at me "Slamat Hari RAya" at me...touched my heart.make me smile2:).

Some of my family come to Miri...gathering at my grandma house.i haf a great time n fun.its been a quiet a long2 time x gathering with my cousin.some of them already married n haf kids.now i haf new name in my family..."Uncle",naik pangkat.hehehehe.

There a few pic of Raya i upload in my blog....enjoy it:D

After All This Time

After all, the broken stones
That were thrown, for no good reason
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And though her heart bears the scars
No sign of healing, it's all right
She's loving him still, after all this time.

Ohh yeahh

[Chorus:]
Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
Try, try for the sake of their pride, pride
Learning to barely feel the pain
Thicker the skin, the less the strain
And though it's really hurting
She ain't breaking, breaking, breaking
Coz she's loving him still
After all this time

Now he knows his weakness shows
Selfish soul, never changing
That's fine, because she's loving him still
After all this time

And to the outside eye
You see a family getting by
And it all seems perfect, and that's how she wants it
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time.

[Chorus]

After all this time....
After all, after all, after all this time

Bones have to grow, and age it shows
Though we try and hide it
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time

And behind his tired eyes, she sees the boy with his arms wide
Who made her feel like an angel
Oh, that's why she's loving him still
For the rest of her life, she's loving him still
For the last of many miles
She's loving him still
After all this time

This Song Play In mY HEAD...make me thinking about THINGS.....

Im doin fine here..just busy with my flight n lifes as a Single GUY.its ok,at least im not gay.

Gonna post more later...see ya.

Enjoy the songs...a songs that remind of the past...make me smile,cry,happy,sad.......

Valentine song....In my HEAD

Those words you forget to anniversary songs 

The bottle bites back your tolerance wrong 

Your good intentions count for little anymore 

If you're sorry, why wage war? 

I'm not fully convinced there's something wrong with this 

Could another point of view, biast and untrue tear me away from you? 

Will you be my Valentine if I'm a world away? 

Apologies are breaking me 

Constants aren't so constant anymore 

Two days I wait for calls to come through 

Tonight to me translates to yesterday to you 

You bend and you wave 

You're barely away 

I wish I could say tonight 

When you bend and wave goodbye, 

"Take me with you" 

Will you be my Valentine if I'm a world away? 

Apologies are breaking me 

Constants aren't so constant anymore

by THE GET UP KIDS.enjoy the video.

Sickness On Me....

SickneSSS on me for FEW days...maybe i thinking a lot n missing THINGS in my life...for the past few months in my life,i hav been in no good condition in my heart...but my outside appearance look ok....sometimes i want 2 losing my mind....2 be alone in my heart....make me want 2 fall in dark places in my heart...but i wont give up 2 keep myself happy n in good condition for everyone that around me.

Forgetting thiNgs sometimes hard n sometimes so easy but when THINGS that so precious in ur heart...it will not fade till the last breath on earth..

Then I always dream that come true n weird dream,i be at one place in my dream n in reality world..accidently im gonna be at that place in my dream..same things that i do in my dream.There dream that make me sad n cry after i woke up...I hate that...dream is dream but sometimes it real.....

Everyday for me is  A LOVELY day even without a MISSING things in my heart.someone out there happy n im happy about it..i look myself in mirror n smile 2 myself...then i say "I will not LOSING my MIND for THINGS that I want that I cant get it now....."

New things ahead me n getting ready for it....now I let things flow...

Im gonna be busy starting frm 2moro till the end of this month...coz im not taking any annual leave for Raya.

There will be more update n pic 2.

ThIS Songs Always in my MIND by Maroon 5..."IF i Fell"

If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
'Cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than her

If I trust in you oh please
Don't run and hide
If I love you too oh please
Don't hurt my pride like her

'Cause I couldn't stand the pain
And I would be sad if our new love was in vain
So I hope you see that I
Would love to love you
And that she will cry
When she learns we are two

HOw Do I Look like On RaMaDan NyT

My Face at 3rd of Ramadan...b4 im goin 2 solat terawih with my bro.hehehehehe.
Tiring day after work in the morning till 12pm but i managed 2 put smile2 in m face.

Long day for me need 2 refresh all my safety stuff about aircraft n first aid..on 12 n 13 Sept goin haf recurrent for my safety.refresh2 myself.:P

Nothing interesting happen 2 me for this time being...wondering at other place when im sleeping...
Sometimes my dream come true n some of my dream is a nightmare that make me wake up suddenly at nyt...hate that..

Owh..there will more updated when i haf free time n new pic i will upload for U all..

ENJOY UR LIFE:D!!!!

New Things in Me.

Hello there...busy day for me last few days before....HaPPy MerDeka to U all!!!!
I having my merdeka at Kota Kinabalu with my bestfren.till 4am hangout..it was fun...lucky im not drinker...if not..i wud be drunk...hehehehe.i dont drink when hangout at bar.bring me 2 bar n blanja me with coke or malta lah.hehehehe..

On 28 August i bought my own laptop with my own salary..huhuhuhuhu.
Its a new Acer in the market...Acer series Aspire 6920G with blu-ray disc,HD screen n high performance laptop.i bought it around rm4500.quite long i waiting for a good performance laptop.now im enjoying using my new gadget.many thing that i bought by using my own money...no parent money anymore...with my tiring n non stop flying..i deserve a good things for myself....its make me happy.

2moro is Puasa day till end of Sept....it gonna be a hard n more tiring day for me...working on Puasa day in my office(in the F50 aircraft)...sometimes the aircraft is hot2 when not flying n some aircraft is so comfort n cold..i like it.hehehehe.

Few days b4...meet new people in my life.nice people that make me happy.
Later i will update my blog again..see ya..need 2 get rest:D

ThInkiNg about SoMeOne....

IM BaCk FrOM My AiRLinES LifeS

Hey hey hey...sorry 4 not updated my blog..i have been busy for last few2 day b4 n not feeling well 2...lucky im not gettin sick after whole day non-stop flight...sometimes i 4get 2 haf my breakfast,lunch n dinner...many yhings pop up in my head:P..things that keep me goin till now n for future2...

Nothing interesting happen 2 me for last few days..but there is a things that make me happy frm inside..:D..day by day make me moving on with my life...i let it flow...i dont 2 make myself 2 be stress n be unhappy with things that I do.

End of this month will haf 'Puasa' on 1 Sept..huhuhuhuhu.its gonna hard n more tiring day for me when me oprating flight.i just behind all things that make me unhappy:D...coz its bad for me....anyone will not see smiling face frm me when me not feeling unhappy.

last two days...i wonder at Bintang Plaza at my town...there one bistro that open last month..I like that Bistro but cant afford to go there many times..coz it will burn my pocket money:P..the food r good n the price for the food a bit expensive..kira boleh lah:P...i like 2 hangout there when im alone wondering around in the cities..sitting there...sometimes bring my sketch books..draw things in my mind...i like 2 wonder around by myself..who know i gonna bump with anyone that i know or anyone that i dont know yet..its sound interesting 2 get know about people around U:D.

B4 this im a shy guy that dont haf a good PR with anyone coz that time my level of confindent is too low....:(..bad me..hehehehe.there one time i change the way i think n the way i PR with people:D..step by step i take 2 improve myself.everyday i improve myself...2 be myself that make anyone proud about me...not 2 be anyone else.

Ok thats all for this time...see ya again..:D

This is DELIFRANCE that open last month.



Outside the Bistro.

San Francisco Coffee just open on 1 August..maybe:P.At the 3rd floor of Bintang Plaza Miri.

My Fav Drinks:D

Unintended

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

Suddenly i haf a TIRING day about few days...

Me with Fyzam..that time im not in charge.hehehehe

Hey hey hey...i haf a busy day about nonstop 4 days flying around Sabah n Sarawak...now i haf my 3rd solo flight as a cabin crew in charge.hehehehehe,many new things that i learn.normal things that happen 2 me...meet new people on board n serve them with sincere of my heart...SMILE2.

Haaaaaaa,i thought i want 2 go to Kuching on 23 August..there will be singing audition held at boulevard Kuching.i need 2 haf my holiday on 23 n 24 August...try my luck n i haf my own dream...2 make a better life a head me...b4 this i haf a wonderfull life that i cherish till my last breath...

Then i want 2 enterntain people on stage n make them happy...b4 this i was a singer in my arhitecture course in Uitm Shah Alam for 2 years..many fun n experince that i haf been thru that time..hehehehe.even i perform without practice with my band...that time during merdeka event on 2003..crap that time..but i managed 2 handle that situation good with over two hundread other student watching me on stage..hehehehehehe.i cant forget that moment in my life..

I want 2 write song about my life n for someone that in my heat b4...PAIN that i haf been thru b4..make me stronger...now i be alone...not ready 2 haf any relationship for this time...
I haf friend 2 support me:D..that make me happy.
Improving myself with good deeds n be happy with things that we do...dont give a damn with other people saying about U.

Hopefully i haf my off day on 23 n 24..go 2 audition....2 be LG Superstar.wish me good luck..chow chow!!!!!!

Bang Bang(Shoot at me plzz..)

At last ME haf a free time.

I haf a hot drink 2 start a new day in my life.wanna join me??

Hey hey hey...2day im a bit free lah....nothing 2 do beside me lying on my bed n thinking2 things that in my HEAD right now...sometimes i like 2 think anythings that happen in my life...things that make me happy..things that make me sad...things that make me hurt badly...things that happen unexpected in my life..i haf my goal in my life...2 get it...i need 2 do more hardwork n many things i must endure 2 get it....ONE day everyone will know about it..its take times.

Things happen for reason..but sometimes we dont like it happen when time we haf r so wonderful n beautiful....coz its really hard 2 haf that kind of feeling...sometimes i ask myself.."Shud i be SAD for this time???"..i tell 2 myself...I be SAD when i need 2 be SAD coz there things that make me SAD...but SAD so long is no good for me...I be a better person each day..learn new things everyday..keep motivated myself that things will turn good when we do a good deed 2 anyone:D...

Lucky i finish my assement 2 be Cabin Crew in Charge...now im offically Cabin in Charge in every flight in MasWings...a nervous feeling when i do my assement..need courage n determine what things U do n make my own decision.be wise n pleasent 2 anyone...thats me.hehehehe.sometime i like 2 make anyone with me laugh..im happy person with smile2.i will oparate my solo flight in KK on 7 August.hehehehe.nervous me:P

2day i play football with my fren...Andy..haf a long2 time not play football coz busy with flight n life here...enjoy the pic..hehehehe.im a MAN Utd fan.

I will post new topic or anything...see ya n just read it lah..dont forget 2 leave ur chat or comment inside my cbox.hehehehe.

Trying 2 pose as a pro football player:D

Hey,wanna see me juggling n kick the ball.hehehehe

ToDay My BuSy n TirinG day 4 ME....

Julian N Me after me finish do audition..tired but haf fun:D

See me in the middle of all this girl..there are all my fren..they taking audition that I handle.


Gonna tell...2day is my 1st 2 operate flight by my own n with my primary 2 crew.i was so nervous that time n keep myself stronger..then make me feel more confident during flight.
Many new things that i learn 2day.....good things...bad things..
All i need 2 do to make my own decision during my flight..im responsibility for that flight..
there a few pic of me n my fren after that audition.

Ok2...see u later..i need 2 sleep right now but thinking about things that i've been through b4..dont GIVE UP.

TaNpA..(WithoUt YOU)

Tanpa - Sixth Sense

Resah yang ku
Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

Meski
Pagi itu menatapi
Akan sunyi tanpamu
Menemani aku sepi

Chorus :

Tanpa..
Cintamu aku resah
Tanpa..
Kasihmu aku hampa
Tanpa..
Dirimu aku mati
hohoo…

Ulang 2x

Kini benar-benarku rasakan
Dalam benuk hatiku tanpamu
Ku tak mengerti
Takut
Takut jauh dari dirimu
Kan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri
Tanpamu ku mati
Hohoo…

Resah yang ku
Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

Ulang 2x

click that video 2 hear that song..
Sometimes we lose someone that so precious in our lifes...sometimes even we say that we really cud wait 4 someone,they look down about it.....even this happen...I NEVER EVER GIVE UP in my life.

Cheers!!!!(im x a drinker n smoker,hehehehe)

Holla N resHh

Sleep Part 1




BroU..is PaRt of mY liFe.

Now i be Cabin Crew In Charge(CCIC)

I just come back frm training in Kuala Lumpur...i haf a tiring day just now...with load of knowledge that i learn during training.I woke up at 455am coz my flight boarding at 610am..need 2 be at airport b4 530am...that so early in the morning.
I sleep at my fren cribs...my fren name is Arnold...he joining me during that training.
We haf a great time n fun..coz we both happy go lucky guy...i haf problem in my heart that wont be settle,need 2 see HER..i WISH n PRAY....
There were six of us attend the training at MAS Kelana Jaya.even i feel tired...i make myself 2 be full energy n i managed 2 do it.coz i been through all of S**T that make me down b4 this....coz i never give up.

I haf learn new things like how 2 be a responsiblity crew coz im in charge in the aircraft that i operate n anything happen that would be my responsiblity for ME...A BIG task i will be carry after this.UNPRIDECTABLE things will happen...i need 2 prepare for it....

There a pic of me n my fren during that training..enjoy that pic.hehehehe.

from left...Arnold,ME n Diaz.

4 guys....at the back ME N Arnold..in front frm the left Nidzam n Jullian.

This is my face when i get my certificate..hehehehehe.my fren laugh at me.

Now i listen 2 Kerispatih..."Mgenangmu",means 2 me a lot that songs..........enjoy the video.hehehehehe

Pic of ME n My Fren..

Thinking what meals that we gonna eat.Andy seem feel so sleepy.hehehe

Me n Fyzam

Waiting face for meal.

My drinks on the left n Fyzam drinks on the right..still waiting for our meals:D

Eat time!!!!!


This is Fyzam meal..its called The Peppered Chicken..hot2 stuff.


This mine...Char Grilled Lamb Chop..my fav.


I finish my meal..so yummy!!!!!

The place that me n my fren hangout is called "Siamese Secret"..lovely place n nice enviroment 2 hangout...that is the place when 3 of Us hangout at nyt...we not the type goin n hangout at bar...we dont DRINKS n SMOKE...hehehehe.a blast nyt for us...talking guy stuff n laughing...making joke n fun is part of us...that make our friendship r strong n crazy...that FUN!!!!!!

I need 2 edit my pic after this...see ya again...b4 that...in that pic is ME,Fyzam(cabin crew) n Andy(Officer in Maswings department).anything..just leave ur comment in my cbox:D

I need 2 sketch my cartoon life too..I know U guys waiting 4 that sketch more2...need time n idea 2 make it up.ok2.

BYE2!!!!!!