ToDay My BuSy n TirinG day 4 ME....

Julian N Me after me finish do audition..tired but haf fun:D

See me in the middle of all this girl..there are all my fren..they taking audition that I handle.


Gonna tell...2day is my 1st 2 operate flight by my own n with my primary 2 crew.i was so nervous that time n keep myself stronger..then make me feel more confident during flight.
Many new things that i learn 2day.....good things...bad things..
All i need 2 do to make my own decision during my flight..im responsibility for that flight..
there a few pic of me n my fren after that audition.

Ok2...see u later..i need 2 sleep right now but thinking about things that i've been through b4..dont GIVE UP.

TaNpA..(WithoUt YOU)

Tanpa - Sixth Sense

Resah yang ku
Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

Meski
Pagi itu menatapi
Akan sunyi tanpamu
Menemani aku sepi

Chorus :

Tanpa..
Cintamu aku resah
Tanpa..
Kasihmu aku hampa
Tanpa..
Dirimu aku mati
hohoo…

Ulang 2x

Kini benar-benarku rasakan
Dalam benuk hatiku tanpamu
Ku tak mengerti
Takut
Takut jauh dari dirimu
Kan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri
Tanpamu ku mati
Hohoo…

Resah yang ku
Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

Ulang 2x

click that video 2 hear that song..
Sometimes we lose someone that so precious in our lifes...sometimes even we say that we really cud wait 4 someone,they look down about it.....even this happen...I NEVER EVER GIVE UP in my life.

Cheers!!!!(im x a drinker n smoker,hehehehe)

Holla N resHh

Sleep Part 1




BroU..is PaRt of mY liFe.

Now i be Cabin Crew In Charge(CCIC)

I just come back frm training in Kuala Lumpur...i haf a tiring day just now...with load of knowledge that i learn during training.I woke up at 455am coz my flight boarding at 610am..need 2 be at airport b4 530am...that so early in the morning.
I sleep at my fren cribs...my fren name is Arnold...he joining me during that training.
We haf a great time n fun..coz we both happy go lucky guy...i haf problem in my heart that wont be settle,need 2 see HER..i WISH n PRAY....
There were six of us attend the training at MAS Kelana Jaya.even i feel tired...i make myself 2 be full energy n i managed 2 do it.coz i been through all of S**T that make me down b4 this....coz i never give up.

I haf learn new things like how 2 be a responsiblity crew coz im in charge in the aircraft that i operate n anything happen that would be my responsiblity for ME...A BIG task i will be carry after this.UNPRIDECTABLE things will happen...i need 2 prepare for it....

There a pic of me n my fren during that training..enjoy that pic.hehehehe.

from left...Arnold,ME n Diaz.

4 guys....at the back ME N Arnold..in front frm the left Nidzam n Jullian.

This is my face when i get my certificate..hehehehehe.my fren laugh at me.

Now i listen 2 Kerispatih..."Mgenangmu",means 2 me a lot that songs..........enjoy the video.hehehehehe

Pic of ME n My Fren..

Thinking what meals that we gonna eat.Andy seem feel so sleepy.hehehe

Me n Fyzam

Waiting face for meal.

My drinks on the left n Fyzam drinks on the right..still waiting for our meals:D

Eat time!!!!!


This is Fyzam meal..its called The Peppered Chicken..hot2 stuff.


This mine...Char Grilled Lamb Chop..my fav.


I finish my meal..so yummy!!!!!

The place that me n my fren hangout is called "Siamese Secret"..lovely place n nice enviroment 2 hangout...that is the place when 3 of Us hangout at nyt...we not the type goin n hangout at bar...we dont DRINKS n SMOKE...hehehehe.a blast nyt for us...talking guy stuff n laughing...making joke n fun is part of us...that make our friendship r strong n crazy...that FUN!!!!!!

I need 2 edit my pic after this...see ya again...b4 that...in that pic is ME,Fyzam(cabin crew) n Andy(Officer in Maswings department).anything..just leave ur comment in my cbox:D

I need 2 sketch my cartoon life too..I know U guys waiting 4 that sketch more2...need time n idea 2 make it up.ok2.

BYE2!!!!!!

HeLLo TheRe!!!!

I just get back frm my 3 days trip...its a busy day n tired day 4 me:D...but its ok..its my life as a cabin crew n be myself make me happy:D...
There will be more sketch2 i add at my blog:D..dun worry ok2:D

Few days b4 i haf flight...i haf a dream that i meet with someone that i lost b4...someone that so meaningful in my life n more than one year haven't see each others..talk2 like b4..see a sweet smile make a wonderful life happen to me...that was b4.....long distance make us hard...sometime i be a silly guy...i admit that..coz not everyone is good or perfect....

I never give up 2 improve myself n 2 be a person that understand who i am....i admit that hard 2 be a good looking guy..coz sometime there a negative opinion about it n positive opinion 2....anyone that meet me will gif a positive opinion about me..then a common question they will ask at me..."Do U haf any gf??U shud haf gf coz U r good looking n easy 2 haf gf..."..then i answer "B4 this I haf ONE n I lost ONE in my life...that wud not stop me,take time flow n pray 4 god that there will be better day happen 2 me...its just i dont when it will happen..."

Many things happen 4 reason,i accept it with my open heart..coz we cant stop anything 2 happen in our life execpt U haf FAITH in ur life....that wud make life be more easier n happier.

Coz one day i will reach 4 something i want 2 get since i haf my new life..

Life is like river....
When its stop...our life will stop...
Things that we want n someone that we care will gone...
Someone is hard 2 replace coz there only ONE of them in our life...
No one can replace or be like THEM...
When I close my eyes...I wish 4 somethings...
Every day,Every night,Every Hours,Every Seconds...
I wish it will happen 2 me...
coz i know i been trying n waitin 4 long times...
Even its take pain inside me..coz its make me stronger...
Heart is anyone haf inside them....
But a special HEART is a things that rare 2 haf...

Then i sing this song when I THINKING about my life...by MAROON 5..

"Losing My Mind"

It's so hard to find you
I'm standing right behind you
The streets are much colder
This mean I'm getting older

Why would you? How could I?
These questions lead to goodbye
But now I got my freedom
Don't I?

I parked my car outside your house
Hope that someday you'll come home
Seems the woman that I love
Is someone that I hardly know
And after all this time
I finally found a way to be alone
I'm terrified to think that I may be losing my mind

Shy girl, so humble
With eyes that make me stumble
Somehow not speaking lets me know everything
I go out, You eat in
Hot from the situation
You're naked in daylight
Wrap yourself up and goodnight

I'm burning, I'm hungry
Angry cuz she don't love me
You got me completely
In my own game you beat me

I parked my car outside your house
Hope that someday you'll come home
Seems the woman that I love
Is someone that I hardly know
And after all this time
I finally found a way to be alone
I'm terrified I think that I may be losing my mind

I will be back again
No this is not the end
I've fallen hard this time but I not giving in
I want the world to know that I won't let you forget
The tears that you shed
I'll make it impossible to let go

I parked my car outside your house
Hope that someday you'll come home
Seems the woman that I love
Is someone that I hardly know
And after all this time
I finally found a way to be alone
I'm terrified to think that I may be losing my mind

I parked my car outside your house
Hope that someday you'll come home
Seems the woman that I love
Is someone that I hardly know
And after all this time
I finally found a place to be alone
I'm terrified to think that I may be losing my mind

I DrAw things That In mY hEaD

This Is "Bunney" the rabbit.

This is "ReShh"...BunnEy friend n his neighbour:P

This is "HoLLa"..their crazy freN.

This cartoon n idea came out during im watching tv last few days while i having 3 off days...nothing to do...then i bring out my sketch book..many drawing n idea inside that book.

I been used the sketch book when the last semester i was in my university(after i dismissed)..no need 2 know about that:P

This 3 character is about the life of them in the modern life n trying 2 be a better person for themselves. Bunney are happy,active,like 2 make jokes,helping people...simple 2 say...do a good deeds. Reshh is a lazy bear that living a damp n cold cave..but just beside Bunney House.Even Reshh is a slow mo bear...sometime he can do a good stuff by spontanious n look sober everytime. Holla is their away2 neighbour about few miles away frm Reshh cribs n always hangout with Bunney n Reshh..all the times...he is a crazy n wakco in his life...do things that others people dont do:D...

If U haf any idea...just sent mail at me..or i might draw ur character 2:D..thats no problem.
I dont know how 2 call their town right now..need ur help..give a name of their town.ok2:D

Hehehehehehe,hope U like the drawing i made it..there will more of it:D..dont worry.

IM A FOOTBALL PLAYER when im not WORKING:P

The evening view at stadium miri..lol this view...at 645pm.

Now..im a Man. Utd player and fan:D

Then i be Chelsea player..for a while lah..hehehehe:P

this is my face after finish play football:P..hehehehe.(that time i see my fren kickin the ball)

Few days frm friday till sunday is a football day for me n my fren.....haf a hell football that time...
Even i haf my flight in the morning on saturday but in the evening i go play football..i get a rest b4 play football.heheheheh.:D

Sport is part of my life n its make happy.....
I haf a few club jersey..that why everytime i play fooball..i will wear a diff club jersey..i like it:P

Im a MAN UTD fan..since i was a kid:D

B4 this im so busy with my life here..with my fren...sometimes i will update my blog..when im free.hohohohohohoho

Yes,starting frm 2moro...i will haf 3 days off...yahoooooooo:D...now i can get a rest.

Thinking about things...there will a sketch n cartoon i will upload in this blog...i like 2 draw 2:P

See ya again!!!!!!hope U all in happy mood.bye2 n enjoy that pic:P

Great Day 2day!!!!!!

2day have a fit day coz go play football with my fren n 2day im wearin liverpool jersey number 8...many new fren i meet just now...so sweating like hell...hehehehe.i like 2 keep myself fit...better that way...sorry no pic me wearing Liverpool jersey...i just haf new haircut..more neat2 n easy 2 put my wax...

I haf great time with my bestfren...having sisha 2...its ok 2day..coz im not getting high do sisha..
I need 2 prepare my stuff 4 morning flight after this...

See ya!!!!frm 710am till 130pm i will be working on 12 July.
Then in the evening will be going 2 play football again....there will be more pic me wear other club jersey.hehehehehehe.

Won't Go Home Without You

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that she made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

Wishing n Waiting are part of me...pray 4 someone that i HEART in my life is part of me...THINKING about someone is part of me...make someone HAPPY is part of me...
To be apart with someone that I HEART is part of me....

Everyday....i keep myself HAPPY...ONE DAY I WILL SING THIS SONG..promise me.

My airlines video n candid 2..hehehehe

See this Video Lor..that time,my Cabin Crew In Charge is Fyzam.hehehehehehe.enjoy the video.huhuhuhuhu.

Yes,im back here n there n im tellin how my life as a CABIN CREW.

See when me be a footbal player.

Hello EverYone...sorry not blogging..so busy with my flight n with my life here.
Tiring day 4 me....drive2 2 airport frm my home n its take about 30 minutes...using shortcut 2 airport...when i haf a morning flight...usually the departure time 4 that flight at 710am....
That so early pun flight n need 2 wake up at 415am...b4 that i need 2 get ready all my stuff n my passport..that important things that i shud bring along n one thing 2...my safety manual book.

Wake up at 415am with 3 alarms frm ONE big clock bside my head n 2 my hp alarm...that enough make me wake up.hehehehe.go shwr....so DAMn cold in the morning n i feel dizzie after wake up....:S...biasa lah its my job 2 haf a good comintment 2...

Then after shwr..getting ready 4 everything 2...wear my uniform.hehehehe.when im wearing uniform.then go 2 work n check everything once again...then drive 2 airport with refresh look..hehehehehe.that things i do when i haf moring flight...
...i will be a myself coz i dont like 2 pretend 2 be anybody else...coz be myself make anyone that meet me be happy n feel care frm me...hehehehehe.

I never thought I got this airlines job...bless that i haf my 1st job n 4 the future..maybe i will be make a more big step in my life...there a THINGS that make my lifes moving on n be strong.

2day i haf so fun day...coz goin play football..want 2 haf a good lifestyles n healthy body 2...then haf a nice n fit body....not like muslce2 body..woooooooo!!!!!

So tired....then need 2 do more at my blog...
See ya again n again.
Out2:P

AC MiLaN player "AdZhA" 17

Hello!!!!!

Sorry2...so busy this week n no time 4 blogging....on sunday there will be a new post....up up n away!!!!!

Need go flight after this...see ya n wish me haf a safe flight:O

2day is Mixed Emotion 4 Me

hEHEHEHEHE,
i start my life 2day so boring...
ok lah...then evening me go out n hangout at coffee bean alone n i haf pic2 when me lepak2 alone.
Usually when me feel there something missing inside of me...me will wondering alone anywhere n see other people go lepak2 with their own lifes.
Glad that anyone be friend with me are happy with their own life n hope 4ever happy:)

My lifes now is a bit happy...everyday me ThInkIng....sometimes I cant get off THINKING about IT...2 make anyone happy frm our HEART is so precious for me...coz i LOST it ONCE...distance make me hard 2 keep HER happy even me try so hard n keep in touch...Who know our future....
Now i just let flow in my life...I haf intresting job that i want 2 built until higher level...coz i dont haf any diploma or degree like others guy that can impress anyone or their parent.Its so hard 2 heal my HEART now...coz it bleed since the day she walk away frm my life...no words can describe 2 tell how I feel...all I want 2 do things that make happy n cool.

That wont stop me 2 do good deeds in my lifes...coz i haf faith that THERE will be one moment that I will be Happy in my life...

Everyday is new day 4 me...see new people n meet with them...everyone gif positive view about me...its HARd 2 be AHMAD ADZHA...coz i need 2 keep myself 2gether n make anyone that around me happy...

I wish i can make her happy again...its only a WISH frm a far2 away guy.

Hehehehehe,jsut keep myself happy with things n do some workout..need 2 shape n fit.hehehehehe.

Nxt time there will be more...I dont any hard feeling 2 anyone...no need 2 do stupid things coz its make urself in a bad situation...

Believe in urself,be urself....coz it make who U are now:)