HeLLo TheRe!!!!

I just get back frm my 3 days trip...its a busy day n tired day 4 me:D...but its ok..its my life as a cabin crew n be myself make me happy:D...
There will be more sketch2 i add at my blog:D..dun worry ok2:D

Few days b4 i haf flight...i haf a dream that i meet with someone that i lost b4...someone that so meaningful in my life n more than one year haven't see each others..talk2 like b4..see a sweet smile make a wonderful life happen to me...that was b4.....long distance make us hard...sometime i be a silly guy...i admit that..coz not everyone is good or perfect....

I never give up 2 improve myself n 2 be a person that understand who i am....i admit that hard 2 be a good looking guy..coz sometime there a negative opinion about it n positive opinion 2....anyone that meet me will gif a positive opinion about me..then a common question they will ask at me..."Do U haf any gf??U shud haf gf coz U r good looking n easy 2 haf gf..."..then i answer "B4 this I haf ONE n I lost ONE in my life...that wud not stop me,take time flow n pray 4 god that there will be better day happen 2 me...its just i dont when it will happen..."

Many things happen 4 reason,i accept it with my open heart..coz we cant stop anything 2 happen in our life execpt U haf FAITH in ur life....that wud make life be more easier n happier.

Coz one day i will reach 4 something i want 2 get since i haf my new life..

Life is like river....
When its stop...our life will stop...
Things that we want n someone that we care will gone...
Someone is hard 2 replace coz there only ONE of them in our life...
No one can replace or be like THEM...
When I close my eyes...I wish 4 somethings...
Every day,Every night,Every Hours,Every Seconds...
I wish it will happen 2 me...
coz i know i been trying n waitin 4 long times...
Even its take pain inside me..coz its make me stronger...
Heart is anyone haf inside them....
But a special HEART is a things that rare 2 haf...

Then i sing this song when I THINKING about my life...by MAROON 5..

"Losing My Mind"

It's so hard to find you
I'm standing right behind you
The streets are much colder
This mean I'm getting older

Why would you? How could I?
These questions lead to goodbye
But now I got my freedom
Don't I?

I parked my car outside your house
Hope that someday you'll come home
Seems the woman that I love
Is someone that I hardly know
And after all this time
I finally found a way to be alone
I'm terrified to think that I may be losing my mind

Shy girl, so humble
With eyes that make me stumble
Somehow not speaking lets me know everything
I go out, You eat in
Hot from the situation
You're naked in daylight
Wrap yourself up and goodnight

I'm burning, I'm hungry
Angry cuz she don't love me
You got me completely
In my own game you beat me

I parked my car outside your house
Hope that someday you'll come home
Seems the woman that I love
Is someone that I hardly know
And after all this time
I finally found a way to be alone
I'm terrified I think that I may be losing my mind

I will be back again
No this is not the end
I've fallen hard this time but I not giving in
I want the world to know that I won't let you forget
The tears that you shed
I'll make it impossible to let go

I parked my car outside your house
Hope that someday you'll come home
Seems the woman that I love
Is someone that I hardly know
And after all this time
I finally found a way to be alone
I'm terrified to think that I may be losing my mind

I parked my car outside your house
Hope that someday you'll come home
Seems the woman that I love
Is someone that I hardly know
And after all this time
I finally found a place to be alone
I'm terrified to think that I may be losing my mind