Dump Dump Dump...hearing things in my Head:O

LasT Few weeks...its my busy day n got a lot of things i do...things 2 fill up my free time:)
Then my salary for FEB is so darn late...i got my money2 on 10pm(25 Feb).the office told me n all our crew that the bank having a system down YESTERDAY b4 the day our salary shud be bank in.......so lame n so stupid.then all the payment n 'HuTang' late to settle.but its ok...at least i got my salary that not enuf 2 support me for this month.

Listening my fav songs by Aizat,Vince n HAfiz...all of their songs so nice n lol the lyrics.this songs i played when driving heading 2 work.remind me who im right now n the past in my life change me 2..to be a better man :).

Im thinking to do some art work nowdays.maybe gonna post some of my art work in my blog.then creating my own cartoon n others art.
LOL arts...coz its part of me.
Then when I haf my free time...i love 2 write a songs that reflect my life n things that happening around ME.
IM cherish everyone that i meet n knew in my life:)

"Fren is not easy to haf in UR lifes if U not to be honest to URSELF"

Dont take things for granted...coz ONE DAY its will make U feel so shame about urself.

Hey hey hey hey...gonna post more in this few days:D
Just keep intouch anyone out there..then leave a msg in my inbox there:D

Take care n a blast day aHEAD ur all;)

Song That I WriTe

DEMI HARI...writen by Adzha & Roy G Fender

Demi hari…. ku memikirkn dirimu

Demi hari….hati ku resah tanpa mu

Dirimu dirimu dirimu hati ku rindu…aku rindu kamu

Padamu padamu padamu…cintaku

Demi waktu….ku menunggu mu sayang

Demi waktu….ku menanti tangan mu

Kekasih hati…

Hanya dirimu..

Dpt mbuat ku mrasakn dirimu anggun

Hanya dirimu sayang…dpt mbuat ku rasa gembira

Hanya dirimu kekasih..dpt ku rasa…

Hatiku resah..memikirkn mu..

Sentuhan mu mbuat ku senang hati..

Tiba2 sahaja diriku mengenangkn dirimu…swaktu kita brsama dahulu

Hanya dirimu pgubat rindu…bunga mawar yg ku beri hanya lah utk mu.

Tiba nya masa nanti,kita kan brsatu tp halangan yg dpt…

Tiba masa nanti,kita kan brsatu lagi.

Suatu ari..kita kan brsama

D mana saja akan ku ingat cinta mu….kekasih hati ku.

C I N T A..cinta ku padaku

C I N T A..cinta ku padaku

The songs still in progress..still need 2 convert n later i will be put this songs in the Youtube.

This song the event that happen in my lifes that make me strong till now...coz still missing it..honestly..but I know i cant do anything right now...just pray n wish for it.

Will be update again,see ya...Take care there:)

3 Jan 2009

On 3 Jan..the day that im getting old than b4...im not celebrate my birthday like last year.
Im not in the mood 2 haf my birthday coz still feeling lost in my heart right now..but Im always look forward in my life n the things im doing.

There so many things that happen in my life..things that make happy n upset.im glad there fren with me when im need them.without them...im wud feel down..

Now im happy with my life n who im right now..

Romansan Cinta...3 JaN 2009

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This songs for my loveone b4 that I love frm my heart...wishing that her always good n happy with her life right...I always wish n hope to see her again one day...its been a long2 time I never heard any news or msg frm her...even i broken heart...I keep my life moving on....

For this time I a lot busy with my job n with my life coz im trying 2 keep myself busy...when Im not busy...i will be thinking about HER...cant stop thinking about HER.....only God know how i feel n its not easy for me 2 handle my broken heart for longtime...even i get in relationship with other girl...but it not work in the good way..better i be a single person...better that way.

I can wait 4 HER..even take a month or year coz i did this b4...I wont give up in my life...nothing gonna stop me.follow my heart n i will find the way 2 a better place for me 2 give a rest....

THis new Year 2009...im not celebrate this event coz my heart not with me right now...counting the day i be 25...Now am getting old n mature but 2 be fool with my look(youth look).people always say im look young even my age 24.

There will be more update in my blog...SORRY not blogging for A month...hehehehe.

Few pic of me wondering around...

Sickness On Me....

SickneSSS on me for FEW days...maybe i thinking a lot n missing THINGS in my life...for the past few months in my life,i hav been in no good condition in my heart...but my outside appearance look ok....sometimes i want 2 losing my mind....2 be alone in my heart....make me want 2 fall in dark places in my heart...but i wont give up 2 keep myself happy n in good condition for everyone that around me.

Forgetting thiNgs sometimes hard n sometimes so easy but when THINGS that so precious in ur heart...it will not fade till the last breath on earth..

Then I always dream that come true n weird dream,i be at one place in my dream n in reality world..accidently im gonna be at that place in my dream..same things that i do in my dream.There dream that make me sad n cry after i woke up...I hate that...dream is dream but sometimes it real.....

Everyday for me is  A LOVELY day even without a MISSING things in my heart.someone out there happy n im happy about it..i look myself in mirror n smile 2 myself...then i say "I will not LOSING my MIND for THINGS that I want that I cant get it now....."

New things ahead me n getting ready for it....now I let things flow...

Im gonna be busy starting frm 2moro till the end of this month...coz im not taking any annual leave for Raya.

There will be more update n pic 2.

ThIS Songs Always in my MIND by Maroon 5..."IF i Fell"

If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
'Cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than her

If I trust in you oh please
Don't run and hide
If I love you too oh please
Don't hurt my pride like her

'Cause I couldn't stand the pain
And I would be sad if our new love was in vain
So I hope you see that I
Would love to love you
And that she will cry
When she learns we are two

Suddenly I want 2 blogging

Cut that crap...for long2 time i haf internet,i dont even haf my own blog.2day officially i haf my own blog....many things n feeling that i keep for a year....need 2 sleep b4 me make more things in my blog...
So Long anyone that log my blog!!!!!